Reflections of a disoriented 1L (quoting Lifehouse)

Been listening to LIFEHOUSE a lot the past couple of days, and I really feel that two of their songs completely sum up whats going thru my head.

"Somewhere in between"

“I can’t be losing sleep over this…no I can’t.
No I cannot stop pacing.
Give me a few hours, I’ll have this all sorted out, if my mind would just stop racing.

Coz I can’t stand still.
I can’t be this unsturdy.
this cannot be happening.

This is over my head but underneath my feet,
coz by tomorrow morning, I’ll have this thing beat.
And everything will be back to the way that it was.
I wish that it was just that easy.

Coz I’m waiting for tonight, then waiting for tomorrow.
I’m somewhere in between what is real and just a dream.”



"Trying"

Honesty is a hard attribute to find
When we all want to seem like we've got it all figured out
Well let me be the first to say that I don't have a clue
I don't have all the answers
Ain't gonna pretend like I do, I'm just trying - to find my way
Trying - to find my way the best that I know how

If I quote all the lines off the top of my head
Will you believe that I fully un-derstand all these things I've read

I'm just trying - to find my way, the best that I know how.

[source: www.seeklyrics.com]

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